I Promise I'll Get It Together... - WIW

Between not knowing when Graham would be able to start his new job and us consequently having to find another place to live within a month afterwards, I have been in a tailspin of emotions.  It's stressfull y'all.

I know that I'm in control of this process, but I just have no willpower at the moment. Sad as it may sound, I just don't feel like I have what it takes to tackle this project right now. I realize thinking of myself as a project may sound a little weird, but it's the best way to describe it.  I've got so much on on my mind, but I know I'll get focused on myself again. 

So this is where I'm at...

January 5, 2013 - 249

Two weeks ago - 226.5

Today - 230.6